How do you write a letter to your crush? How do you know that your crush, is in fact a crush? I’m not sure if ‘crush’ is the best way to describe my feelings towards him, in all honesty. I can’t really say with conviction that I know what the word ought to convey. To me, it seems too aggressive a word to describe the feelings of amour, but I suppose by American definition, it’s true; he is my crush. This still doesn’t make writing a letter to him any easier, the feelings me makes me feel, lead me to believe that there is nothing I could write that would truly convey my love for him, in words or otherwise. So here we go…
To put it simply, I feel that he is the definition, the epitome if you will, of intense and unrepenting lust. Love, even. I love him and I love the way he makes me feel in return. When I see him, when I look into his eyes and when I watch him move, I feel weak. When I hear him speak to me, I feel as though I’m the only girl in the world who has ever heard something so beautiful and in turn, it makes me want him more.
There is nothing, I feel, he could do that would make me dislike him or make the fire burning inside my chest for him, fade or diminish in any way. There is nothing about him I would like to change, in true besotted girl style, I find him brilliant. He is my fixation, a constant and unrepenting fixation of lust, love and admiration; he is my crush and I have so many feelings for him… More feelings than any of my words could say.
The only trouble, however, is that when it comes to crushes, not all of them are reciprocated. Have I told my crush how I feel about him? Plenty of times, but he hasn’t heard me. I’ve told plenty of people how I feel about me and they have understood, agreed perhaps, but he still hasn’t heard me. It saddens me, that my love for him is so intense, but my feelings are unreciprocated and unfortunately, there is nothing I can do about it, but confess my love again and again.
I love you, Mick.
My crush!
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